One, two, three, infinity
One,two, three, infinity. How many times does spirit whisper one, two, three. Work with me? Every day, every hour, probably every minute. But do we hear? Are we listening? Sometimes it’s the very frustrations of our stumbling that provide us with the detour we need to get back on track toward our authenticity. Stop limiting spirit. Work with divine intelligence and be grateful that God doesn’t think like us.
- Something More: Excavating Your Authentic Self By Sarah Ban Breathnach
I recently opened one of my journals dated February 3rd, 2022, and found a cutout of a book I read the year prior.
Do you believe that a book can find you when you most need the wisdom it holds?…
I do. Reading is and has always been a pastime of mine that I truly cherish. I remember elementary school reading manga and graphic novels, anticipating the next scholastic book fair, to high school AR books. Do you guys remember that? I believe there are still schools that use this system. If you are not sure what this is, AR books stand for Accelerated Reader books, and each AR book has a reading level and a point value, based on how challenging the book is and how long it is. After a student finishes reading, they take a quick quiz online through the Accelerated Reader (AR) system. Passing the quiz earns them points, and those points essentially track their progress throughout the school year.
Reading has always been an escape for me. Over the years, I would start building my collection with the ones that have left a lasting mark on me. After all, I’ve never been the type to re-read a book unless it’s just timeless like that. The book above found me at a time when I felt that I was struggling with my identity. Who was I? Beyond my social media platforms and the pieces of my life that I shared with friends, family, and foes alike? Who was I when I was all alone with no one around to analyze or assess the intricate parts of me that I never share with anyone?
The truth: I am a work in progress, an enigma with endless layers, a friend to the misunderstood, vulnerable artist, a curious student of life. I am a lover of all things music, poetry, and philosophy. I am a mystic, incense-burning, soft-spoken, diaspora dialect-switching, soul-searching seeker. I am a ripple in time. I am my own muse.
“I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.”
Imagine searching for years, and Yahweh pointing you back to your source. To be created with reverent care, designed intentionally by God. Do you recognize both the sacredness and the intricacy of your life? There was a point in my life that I didn’t, and at times, I tend to forget. Especially when the projections of those who do not know my worth or value try to speak confusion into my life. Nonetheless, I declare that I am fearfully and wonderfully made!
Haji With The Locs Circa 2022 at Decatur Public Library
“No longer making homes out of spaces that could never hold the essence of my being
no longer spilling my soul to walls that could never cover the dimensions of my spirit
no longer calling temporary wanderers to witness this sublime evolution ”
A Word From The Author
Peace, peace, beautiful people. Thank you for sharing space with me. Drop some book recommendations below. I’m open to reading something new.
